There is almost half year I keep trying to face this new challenge. Not so bad really but have to leave behind my family and dear for a moment. Till now maybe yes some strange stuffs still haunted me why I'll make this decision and I believe that I will accept it slowly. I learned how to be independent and take care myself, what is the reality at outside. Everything's change when I took my first step to be like this, I don't know really what happened to me. I abandoned some what I gained before that made me happy, sad, stress, pressure, laugh, what a kinda mixing feeling. I can say now I'm far away from programming stuffs, but it doesn't mean I don't like them anymore and I will back for it some day. Meanwhile, I also learning some new things and it's very interesting and also high tension, we're talking about money at this field. I have many new friends at here, very friendly, very nice, yes you know that I always need new friends to fill up in my life. I will try my best to do whatever in my life and gain the best. Finally I just want to say I miss a lot my family especially my mom and dad. I will come back soon...